Monday, February 19, 2007

I got 96% in the first term and that's great, I was thrilled once I got it, my mom was really happy but my dad wasn't :(
I dont know why but every year I get good grades al7amdilla but HE doesn't give a damn, he is never satisfied with my work, it's like everything I do is not enough for him.

When I got this years shahada I was really proud of myself and I was really happy but my dad said "if you got better grades fil-wa6anyya you could've gotten good grades... and Quraan and this and that"
Well, I didn't do good in wa6anyya or this or that!!
And that made me depressed and I started to say "he's right I could have done better, why didn't I get 97,98,99 or even 100%??? then when I thought about it I knew that I did my best and I got a GREAT results"
But I still feel that I let him down and that really pisses me off cuz I didn't let him down.
And he didn't even say that he's proud of me, HE DIDN'T EVEN SMILE WHEN HE SAW IT!!!

Why can't he be more like my mom?!

10 comments:

A Walking Coffee Bean said...

maybe bcz He's NOt a WOMAN
:P lol
just kidding ;)

Mashallah, U DID RLY A GR8 JOB
but u kno,all daddys r like that :)
he isnt really pushing u around
and wanting everything to be "PERFECT"
he probably just cares for u,and wants u to get higher grades
(maybe tho he shows it in a horrible way lol :P)

dnt go too hard on urself,
96 is real good!!! -mashallah-

lessaaaaa3 fee al term hada..
u can do it :)

(put ur head back down, put ur feet up and relax)

rubz said...

agool 7beeeby...do u have older brothers? :)

rubz said...

ee 97 o tara 96% is reallllllllllly good

amana if ur dad faj2a yshoof my grades aish ra7 ygool?
hatha o ana lazm ajeeb 3alama kwysa 3shan trakomy o shit
lol i got 94 o thats the best i can do

mbroook bss
o u did reallllly good

Dude! said...

Stylish:
Not all dads r like that, believe me I know alot of dads who r proud of thier sons for getting 90%
I never got that and my dad never even shows me that he's proud.
How can I get higher grades??
I think that 96 is my limit :P

Ruba:
Yes I have 2 older brothers, Y??

94 is great, what grade r u in?
Allah yebarik feeki =)

rubz said...

thany thanawy
but theres this trakomy new n'9am

wish me good luck i need it

A Walking Coffee Bean said...

hey 3abdulellah what skool u in?

eqa3 said...

hey!
im sure that you did your best!
be9ra7a al2hl a7yanan ykonon "mdalla3een"!
ymken e7na dalla3nahom :D
back in school da2man my grades are foq al 90%
bas in thaleth thanwi t5arrajt b 94% and i were sooo proud of my self!
but my mom and dad ma enbasa6o!
qalo you could done better! :"(
ymken bas yb`3on al-af`6al !
t3eeeeesh oo tdooq `3erha just 3esh 7ayatak ma fee 7aja testahel!
<3

Black Orchid said...

la yhemmak what he thinks (3arfa enno he's your dad O kitha bs still...) y3ni you did mo bs good, but a great job mashallah :)
so la tfakkir enno why you didnt get 97 or 98 Oo tta3ib nafsak..
ur still in mitwasi6..lamma tseer in thani or thalith thanawi wa8taha think about getting 97 or 98 :P
(tara that wasn't a sabbah or anything...wallah i'm serious)

elmohim mabroooook duuuuuuude ;)

Dude! said...

Thank you all for your comments but I won't (aroddallakom) because I feel really sick and I wanna go to sleep

zahrat ilma6ba5 said...

96% is great mashallah tabaraka allah
3gbal el term elthani :D
tara u'll never satisfy ur 'rents :D ((5th'ha mnni))
ya3ni lw jbt 99% bygooloon leeh mo 100%
o etha 100% bygooloon elmadrasa 5arboo6iya..
ya3ni NOTHING SATISFIES THEM :D
inta bs la t9eer kitha ma3 ur kids

sexy cow